Personal Experience (Observation) I

Recently, I have been busy in school stuff, so I was totally exhausted when I got home.
Tiredness, is something I don't like, because it makes me fragile, it weakens my mind. Lots of thoughts, memories, things about what had happened rush into my head. No warnings, no notifications, they just flow in my brain, and they occupy every corner of my head. They make me breathless.
Just like the quote said, "I hear some rustle of things behind my sadness of heart─I cannot see them."
Sometimes the contradictory feelings mix together, turning into a great stress that confused me, and make me depressed. I don't even know what I did whenever I was stranded in my own complicated mind.
I guess I could just find a way out by myself, before that, I'll just repeat all above again and again....